Ok i will confess this is jaguar infinity as another name. But i was banned from putting any posts up in any forum channel, even from replying so i made up a new account so i could post.

I dunno if this post will stay long or if demon will delete it or anything. This post isn't here as a 'one last sl*g off' its here as an appology.

I've been told many of you guys feel my attitude over the last few weeks has sucked. Maybe it has, i'll admit i have had a bad time lately. with things to do with old employers and stuff, old excuses they've always been there but these things kinda all made a comeback in the last few weeks and so i have been in a bit of a pooie mood. so appologies for that.

Cus of the pooie mood i've turned some of u away without realising. i don't want to lose the friendships i built up with some of u and hope we can remain friends. When i saw one of my friends who had come to me for help getting 'attacked' in the server i admit i probably did go OTT in the moment trying to defend him and then myself. I've banned people for the same abuse i gave u guys in that incident so i accept the ban and i'm not gonna fight it, its there its not going away.

Ok heres the part thats most likely to get this post removed or 'edited' - I did not deliberatly crash the server.

Demons already said he doesn't beleive me but i'm telling you i did not intentionally crash the server. I may have done something by mistake tho. I was peed of so i typed quit to quit CS rather than being carefull and typing exit. By doing that and with the rcon pwd loaded into my consol (it loaded automatically when i joined) it may have caused the server to do an rcon quit. this was unintentional. The same things happened when savage mindz once accedently crashed the server remotly. He was given rcon so he could watch the server in the mornings from work when me demon and others couldn't and thus admin it when we had the problems with hooligans on the server. He typed quit to leave the program and it also caused an rcon quit as well. This ment the server went down. Now Warservers supply a script to automatically reboot servers when they are quit. this basically makes rcon quit a glorified restart button. If i wanted to crash the server wouldn't i have done something more than just restart it? Well i didn't try to deliberatly crash the server and its up to u if u beleive that but i wanted to let you know.

Joining and playing with SFH was gr8. I don;t regret it. i loved playing with you guys for the most part and i'm sorry it has to end like this, i don't want it to, but unforuniatly it has. Hope to keep in touch and i may see some of u around.

Stuart

Well i have spoken to xzips and have sorted out hopefully any of the problems with people picking on him for being good. Your attitude on the server was very bad and I think you owe Womble a personal appology. Not that this will change anything but i think it would be a good idiea. I can understand people having bad days and venting off (I have), but I did not come back after leaving to carry on the argument. I came back as a different name and siad nothing. I am shocked at this Stuart but it has happened and that is the end of it for me.

hmm...jags always been horrible to me ;o and FraMe lol

ah well, gl for what ever your doing now, been good knowin ya.

WTF is going on?  Jag ?  You're not gay, slightly camp, but not gay!  So what the f**k is going on?  Why did you leave SFH?  What's this crap about a ban?  I'm telling you now son, stop hanging around with Moses.  He's having an adverse affect on you're cool factor.  You were boardering dweeb as it was ;)  This sh*t that's going on at work.  How many time do you have to be told!?  Sucking the bosses cock does not automatically get you that promotion.  You should listen to your inner voice and silence that Bear.  I shall miss you on the SFH server my child, if only for that easy frag

xx

lmao! Lo mate - i cant talk much atm cos im studyin for me exams as is ur wee bro however its good to c uve regd on the forum :)

Next thing you have to do is go and fill in your details on the recruitment forum and we can arrange a trial (methinks your in with a good chance of gettin in if you know what i mean hint hint nudge nudge wink wink )

Also one last thing m8 - get yourself a bloomin mic else ill have to scoop your eyes out with a spoon!!!

Hehe

sorry not been around to check the forums

Yeah thx for the support saife m8. and don't worry - i left moses way behind at the air port, he's in buckinhamshire i'm in kent and he's got no net connection so its not him. For example with my new job i'm now working 1pm - 9pm as a datacenter techie. after 4 months getting back in the swing of things took a bit of adjusting.

Ninja, i pwn u and u know it so stop suckin gup ;).

i admit i was in the wrong thats y i don't contest the ban, hopefully i may get to frag you guys again tho.

one last thing - saife - sort your bro out! :P

raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaails :D (j/k mojo m8)

muhahahahaha